New Secrets,New Pain,New Power

NEW SECRETS~

Hey there everyone,sorry if i haven't update my blog.SPM is still on.Before that,So much things happen.Which i don't even want to explain and I can't even start which one.I just broke up with Alia Irina.For some reasons,I really sad about it.I feel the Bond between us.Somehow,She thinks negatively on our relationship.I also have done some things also but it's just weird.I ask her but she always says okay,On that time,My mind telling me that this is something weird.Why always okay,Why not Not Okay?Relationship can't be perfect.I wish to know what i've done to her.Fitri told me and Aiman told me.They've been planning to tell this to me?Why both of them didn't tell me early.They've been keeping it a secret.Well,Sorry if i have to say this,They have disappoint me.

NEW PAIN~

Next Chapter,New pain.This chapter is about telling my pain and how i feel about it.Well,They couple on the 11.11.11.On time,I was still with her.They confess and get together without me knowing anything,without knowing the truth.I was very upset.They could do this to me.If they really want to see me in pain,sad.Why do they bother me?They planning to tell me this after SPM.They don't want to disturb me.Well,all i can say that,They should inform me early,so that i could do the right thing.So that i won't be stressing about her condition,her health,i don't want to make her so boring.Well,If they do,I can focus on my studies a bit.I have done so much sacrifice for her.I won't regret,Seriously i won't regret.There's nothing to regret on what you've done in the past.I'm happy to give the best between all my ex's.Now,All i can do is waiting for a girl to accept me who am i.I want a girl who won't judge me by my past.Somehow,i think Alia does that.Fitri told her about my past.I heard He told that I couple all the girls for only 2 months,and I left them.To be ensure that,Most of the ex leave me.Some i left them for a good reason.Sometimes,Fitri said to himself,he doesn't like to tell fake stories and he really hate when someone talk about him(Fake Story).Somehow,he had done to me.He just talk,at the end he still do it.Sorry Buddy,I have to say this.if you feel pissed,make your own blog to express your feelings about me.Nobody is stopping you.This is my pain.I believe Allah can understand my pain.Nobody does.lastly,I'll just ignored them.Fitri,Aiman,and Alia.Let them be happy with their own way.i'm happy with mine.Ever since i broke up with her,Fitri is getting less hang-out with me.Aiman is focusing on Alia more.He reply some messages in my facebook but now most of the time,he won't talk to me.Thats why i was a bit pissed and disappointed on him.I have nothing to say.I just leave them alone.If Fitri wants to go Comic Fiesta with me,Sorry i won't be giving a ride.I'll just go by my own.This time,fitri,just go by your ownself.Only for this time,For Aiman and Alia,I'll ignored them.I'll be happy with my close friends.I'm moving soon.So i'll be having a Good life and New life over there.I won't forget my close friends over here.

NEW POWER~

After that,New Power.This chapter is about what i am going to do after i broke up.I'm going to focus on my studies,my close friends,Building My gundam figures,play new games.In Australia,i'm going to do a lot of activities.Enter martial Arts class.Go gym over there.Make new friends.New Close Friends only in Australia.I wish i could find the best one.I wish My Future Close Friends could be my girlfriend.Well i feel very lonely here actually since i broke up.I want to enjoyed life and enjoyed new things in life.New Exprience is the best choice for me to strength up my Power.New pain gains New Power.Well,this is about it.Nothing much.

THE END~

Life As The Wild Tiger~

Something Odd for Today and it's short.

Hello There,Today was a fine day.it was very tired.Learning and Doing extra Exercise for our Big Exam.SPM that is.Everyone is stress about it.Yeah,and Somehow,it's a bit weird today that Everyone is online.I just laugh.I also online my facebook.

My Future Family Ideal

Hey,everyone.it's been a while.Now,i'm just going to update about 'What Kind of Family do i want to have'.Well There's a lot of it but i'll just post the main ones.
                                                  1.Apartment

 Oh Yeah,This Apartment that i want to have.Just like in Tiger & Bunny.Kotetsu's Apartment.I really like the design.Somehow,It's attracting me.The Bedroom is just like that.I like it.It's just simple,not too modern.I like simple and Modern,Not too modern.
                                                     2.Car

YEAH,This Car i want.The Toyota Lander something XD.I can't remember the name(Laugh Out Laugh).Well it is a family car.The Color is dark mild green.i Prefer its Dark green and yet Shinny.Its like Kotetsu's Car(Laugh Out laugh).Well,It's a family car.it's huge and There's a lot of space.it's worth it because you can put a lot of stuff if you travel(Laugh Out Laugh).
                                                    3.Pets[2 Lions,Male and Female]

Well,I would like to have this 2 pets.If it's funny to you then just laugh.I'll be taking care of these 2 lions when it's in cub time.learn how to flush out,pee,and not to eat us.This is my Pet Dreams.I will get these 2 one day.One Day~.

A Subject That Suffer's Me

Hey,everyone.Good Afternoon.I woke up late because i slept around 3.30.Well Just Forget about that.I'm here to tell you something what's on my mind.My mind thinks that I feel somehow I feel like punching them.Since i couple with her,I heard They ask,'Do you think Danish relationship can last long?'.Some said,no.it won't last long.Somehow,Do you feel pissed? DON'T YOU?.I've been wondering about The Modern City that i live in these days.I just dislike it.I want to find a place that can have peaceful.

I feel like Punching them now.Seriously,this is making me pissed off.I feel like kick their testis.Cut Their Penis.MAN,I think i haven't taken my medicine to cool me down for weeks.I guess i have to take it.Somehow,One thing that i don't understand.Everytime,i always get scolded,have to listen to someone advise.If i advise,I had no idea weather they want to listen or not.I really don't mind if they don't listen because they have the right to listen or not.They want to use my advise or not.It's their choice.I don't want to force them but.........I realize I'm the one who being force to listen advise.What's the Good Thing and The Bad Thing.I mean,Come on,Do you really think thats good for me.If it does ,Well Thanks a Lot.Well,This is it.This is what my mind is disturbing me.Well Thats all for it




P.S:I hope everyone could see this,I wish so~

Quotes For Love~

1.We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves­ ♥

2.I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

3.When you are in love you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

4.Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

5.Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.

6.You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

7.If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

8.Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.

9.The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

10.To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

These Quotes are tremendously sweet for my fiancee,Nala <3 and Somehow,I would like to say this to our marriage one day.I promise to myself that I'll be with her for 11 years,Some people think it's shit but i don't 'GIVE' a Shit Towards them.I <3 her and I know a lot of people think she's quite this and that.I'm the only reason who knows about it and i'll never tell anybody about this.I've made a promise towards her.I'll respect her secret because she had respect mine <3

Teen Titans

Somehow,I miss old Shows like Teen Titans and There's a lot of more.Cartoons that i've watched since i was small.Well Enjoyed it.Favorite Character Beast Boy.Oh yeah,..BEAST BOY!~

People judging Through Facebook~

You Know,There are some people who judging me through facebook.Isn't that Not The Right Way By Judging someone.It's the best if you can hangout with them and Be friends with them.But Apparently,i went to the GAMP 2011 for an Cosplay event.Somehow,I heard some people said that They Knew me in facebook,Annoying and All Those Stuff.I told myself,These people i don't even know them and They don't even know me well.I guess i realize that Some people are really idiots,For Those Who got Straight A's in their exam,They can judge.I just laugh when i think of that.Somehow,It's stupid and I just hate it,i feel stalk by someone that i don't even knew.Note to self,Don't ever add Cosplayers anymore in my facebook account or else stalk will be in your mind.

P.S:HATE MALAYSIAN MIND THESE DAYS!~